The Hills of home
Nicky Barthorp
Four times an hour the building
Shudders, and still jolts her,
Yet the hurly-burly below
Holds her gaze through the rain-
Flecked window, first with the screech
Of sorrow as the train brakes,
Then with the flood of commuters
Who flow—heads-bowed—
like an ink-spill into the station.
But her mind is on a range of hills,
Heavenly hills, where shafts of light
Streak through towering cedars
Gifted, in the beginning, to Lebanon,
By God, and whose broken branches
Are no longer a sign of His judgement,
But tipi shelters for teens smoking weed.
Sanctuary hills,
Whose vaulted bone structure is as ancient
As Time; immutable, like laws of nature,
Whose garrigue and caves hold
Faith-driven ghosts fleeing bloody crusades,
And now, cosset modern hearts like hers,
Who, broken by loss, and fearful thoughts
Find rehab in Mother Earth.
Challenging hills,
On whose sky-line height she picks through
Wild herb and box, to teeter with winged
Arms on a limestone outcrop, and draws
Into her lungs fierce breath
From the Mistral – an angel of death
Who whips her forward and hurls overboard
Scented squalls of thyme and gorse.
Illuminating hills,
Whose jaw-dropping geology shakes
Down the import of her personal tales,
Humbling her. For what is she next
to the plunging scale of history and slopes —
Whose archive spills in castles, spires,
And cubist roofs around their foothills?
Bewitching hills,
Whose woolly coat of oak shifts with the light,
from slate, to blue, and to black-green when
Shadows sleep, whose dawn mists envelope,
Like twisted gauze ribbon the lower slopes,
And in whose most buxom fold,
Exhibits, like art, a dark heart,
In the harsh winter glow.
Hills of home,
Carved, on her refuge memory
Like the shrine in the rock
Under the bent pine, so that
In stress and setback her mind
Can trace a boar’s stony track on top
of the world, where low valley lines
Make shipshape patchwork
Of cherry orchards,
Olives, lavender and vines.
A Note on the Author:
Nicky Barthorp lives between London and France. She has spent her live on the move but has always turned to nature as her principal source of inspiration.